I am 99.9% sure I failed my Music exam. I can't believe it. Music is my thing. I lost 18 points thought because I couldn't tell you why opera wasn't popular til the 1600s or what the Ritornello Principle was. I studied all the wrong things til freakin' 5 AM. So now I am convinced that college is not for me. I can not pass the exams. It's just not FEASIBLE (hate that word). I am way behind in Geology. So yet again I am pretty sure I'm screwed. I want to cuss. But I won't. I just need a miracle. That's all. What a small order. So tiny. So minute.
I wish! It is a huge order and I can't say that I expect I'll get one. I think I'm losing brownie points with God. Is that possible? If it is, I've succeeded in doing so. At least I've succeeded in something.
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Elaine,
ReplyDeleteI found your blog through Natalie's. And I just wanted to remind you that you are brilliant. College is madness, but I'm utterly confident that you can handle it. You are meant to succeed, and if college isn't suiting you so far, change your experience to fit your needs. It is impossible for you to fail.
Love,
Amanda
Aw, Amanda!
ReplyDeleteI love you.
Thank you.